The journey

I really dread looking into my mailbox. In fact, I am secretly thinking if I should just delete the accounts on my mobile so I don’t get to see the increasing emails which is nothing of good news.

Trust me, the only time I keep checking my mails are times I am desperate for career move. Other times, I am pretty happy the number stays stagnant.

This is a period of recovery of me. And each time I open up my mailbox, I wanted nothing better than to cry.

It’s work, it’s personal life. It’s a whole load of rubbish that I wanted to throw them out of the window.

I used to envy some people for having emails to check when they are bored. Coming to my turn, I realized I rather be watching dramas at the risk of crossed eye than to be dealing with unhappy emails.

I pray, one day. My emails are nothing but good news, money flowing in, and expected happy surprises. OMG, when is this coming to past???